the pieces of my memories

rainbow over a dark sky? hm, no.

2010-07-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

Hi. Yes, this is supposed to be dead but, somehow I feel like giving a lil life to this. Just a lil. A lot has happened in this few months. A LOT. No words are ever enough & suitable to describe what has happened. I guess I'll just keep all those memories in my mind, & let them fade in time. whoosh. I'm bored now. Story time.

Once there was this girl, she's supposed to live a happy life. But on God's decision she's living in a boring & super suckish lifeless life. What do I do, she asks herself. & the answer came as quickly as the question was asked. "nothing much." so she spent her free time reading, watching TV & well, anything that has nothing to do with studying. Yeah, life is so messed up that she doesn't know what to do anymore. She did not commit suiside, cuz this "she" is ME. I feel so lame right now. Ugh. & yes my life sucks.

Ok bye.

Changing.

2010-03-14T13:16:00.005+08:00

Sunday! :) I'm supposed to feel refreshed on a Sunday morning, right? Well, I'm not. I'm having bad dreams where there's someone that I gotta go talk to, but no matter how much I run, I just couldn't seem to reach that person. Unreachable.
& so, I woke up feeling empty, by Shuen's text message asking me to see the ECLIPSE trailer. I watched it yesterday, & my respond was "hm." she's so excited. Frankly, I am too. Haha. & We're also looking forward to Remember Me :)

Okay, as everyone already know, it's March holidays now. & I really can't wait to hangout with my girlfriends. Karaoke! & now I'm feeling the urge to shop. Seriously, I gotta find a way to stop myself from spending my money. & also, I gotta find a better way to spend my free time. Yesterday, I spent 8hours in front of the computer. How smart of me. claps* .____.

Oh & Earth Hour! Turn off your lights at 8:30p.m., 27th March 2010, people! :)

Till here.

XXX.

live blog, live!

2010-03-13T18:09:00.007+08:00

It's intuitive.

Okay, so I've made my decision to try revive this dead thing here. I've kinda, uhm, lost my interest in this? I guess. But if you know me, the main reason why I left it here to rot is because of my laziness. Even if I found something really interesting that I would really wanna blog about, it didn't seem to work out in the end. Yeah, so it's all because of my stupid lazy attitude right? Yay me for it then.

Alright, so the last post was 'bout my birthday. Ha-ha. It sucked, right when I stepped into my house. Ohwell. Let it go, you'd say. & I did. & I had accepted the fact that since day 1 (in 4A), my life's gonna suck. Oh but who knows? It turned out to be better than I thought, at least it's getting better since January - the worst of the worst - & I'm glad. :)

March test was okay, I guess. One thing that I'm really sure of is that I'm so flunking my Physics paper. Calculations really sucked. & I thought +math was easy, but I got a 78 instead. I'm proud though, of my moral paper. Hahaha.

And then, there's this issue about me having short-term memory. Because I can't really remember anything interesting that happened between this period of time when my blog is, well, dead buried in a huge range of networks. Maybe there really is nothing. shrugs*

Oh, SPM results day. Haha, well, congratz to them :) I can't believe we ran out everytime people started cheering, hoping to get a good view on what's really going on instead of staying in class learning Mathematics. "If XX is handsome, then XX will like him" O.O ohmigod. (not gonna offend anyone in case one is reading.) & I still don't get why we learn stuff like THAT in Math.

& that Thursday is a long day for me. Reallyreally long. Long enough for me to feel fustrated enough to cry. Bzzt.

Hm, I've spent 1 hour on this post. Well not really, but because every time I'm about to type something, something else will just distract me. Oh look! I ended up crapping with ChiaYung & Gavin on Facebook. Hah. How fun. Lol.

& I'm brainstorming about Shuen's bday. Girl, you're so difficult. But I already have in mind what present I'm giving her- it's worth a lot- & cuz she did a favor by deleting a super dangerous post on Facebook for me, with me saying the magic word -- "please". I practically begged her. God, now I wonder what kind of friend am I to her. Haha.

&& I'm addicted to Naturally by Selena Gomez ;o ;o

Till here.

XXX.

Some place in Bali. Took this last year.

the Princess:)

2010-02-10T18:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY SWEET16 to ME! :D

Will update some other time.

Super busy right now.

short.

2009-11-13T11:41:00.002+08:00

Morning!
I feel very .. demotivated when I woke up. I was planning to update a lil last night, but I was too tired after coming back from Sunway with 3C peeps (L). We did some shopping, saw Shorty (ahem), ate 9 free pizzas from Pizza Hut, & blahs. & Pizza Hut sucks, no offence but, I went home, had a serious case of stomach ache & went to the toilet for a total of 3times & 50mins wtffff. Watched 2012, it started late so Jen & Kit went home in the middle of the movie. It was an awesome movie :) &&, people! You still owe me money! Grr.

& so, I feel very lazy to type anymore. Will post about our last day in school of 3C some other time with some pics : D 3C/O9 is the most awesome class I've ever been in, I'm so gonna miss them next year.

TV now!

Till here.
XXX.

To satisfy me baby, gotta satisfy my heart.

2009-11-05T16:35:00.004+08:00

Greetings!

I'm supposed to be in Sunway Club with Wayne now, but mommy's not home, no transport. So I ended up here, blogging. Didn't decide to blog anyway, since I've nothing better to do, so I'll just update a lil :) Went to school today, & as usual, slept at 1 something, & now my eleylids are super heavy. I really needa get my beauty sleep. Must sleep early tonight! Or I'll suffer from a serious case of eyebags ):

School's boring as usual, went to Aura & listened to MunChun & his frnds bout the 3D game they made; played cards & monopoly. Monopoly sucks, I just don't get tht game, & it's boring, since no one wanted to trade or sell the places that they own, so we ended up paying rent & collecting money wth. & so, we played BlackJack & Heart Attack with UNO cards.

"Ei Daryl, Jonathan, you all wanna play 21 Dots anot?" asked Jen.
"21 Dots?" *stares.
"Nolah, BlackJack!" I corrrected.
"OHH 21 DOTS. *LOL. SURE, I WANT PLAY 21 DOTS."

Everyone started laughing & blahs.

Ahaha, Jen is soo cute, damn sesated. :D

-

Pics taken at the Counseling Club Dinner. 31/10. By Ervyn.
Ervyn, you phone cam sucks lar. Next time use my camera laa. :D

We're gonna kill ErVyn soon :P

YiXin's frustrated by ErVyn's phototaking. Haha.

Took a personality quiz from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx just now, after seeing the note tht Ling Wai had sent to me. Ahaha. Most of it are kinda true :)

Your View On Yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Eyes damn pain now. Ahh. Off to uhm, TV :D Musn't sleep so I can sleep early later, or I'll have to stay up till 3, AGAIN.

Till here,

XXX.

HB, AA! ./ short updates.

2009-11-03T12:58:00.005+08:00

Birthday Boy:)

Happy 15th Birthday to Mr. Aaron Ng Kheng Eu :)

My half-bro-half-sis, who likes RAWR-ing, likes calling people nobo,

& likes telling them that they fail.

You are such a kid, when will you even grow up? HAHAHA.

I was supposed to wish this guy at 12am, but instead, I watched tv & fell asleep on the sofa. By the time I woke up, it was 1230 & I'd notice I've forgotten something, but without recalling what was the 'thing' I've forgotten, I went straight into my room, offed the lights & slept like a pig till 11am. & this was only when I remembered it's his big day. Anyways, sorry again for not able to go Sunway with you guys, you know why. Tomorrow I bou fan bei lei, okay? :D So, have fun with your girl & the guys :D!

Ah, it's been a long time since I logged in to this place. So long since I've updated my dead blog. So long that so many things, whether it's good or not, has happened in this 'so long' period. o.o Aha, I'm crapping. Actually, I was planning to leave this dead blog for a few more months or so. Well, since I have nothing to do at home, I've decided to update it.

Sososo, where should I start. Soo many things till I've forgotten what happened during this 'so long' period. Oh well, I'll just have a brief update bout it. Karaoke, Counseling Club Dinner at Holiday Villa, Lick Hung...

Karaoke was great, but as I've expected, sorethroat after singing for a few hours. The vid's in the 3C blog, clickclick* :)

Counseling Club Dinner was.. boring? ;x Had free bowling & took some pics with YiXin :) Pics will be uploaded some other time. I'm feeling really lazy right now.

Lick Hung was, boring as well. I missed 6M/06 after seeing the Lick Hung school band perform.

& then, got hyper in school. But school was kinda boring since, we have basically nothing to do! Uno, Monopoly, chat, eat, and? Watched the guys kacau Jon's back twin. o.o Hey 3C peeps, we really need another outing to some godlike place where we can do godlike stuff :D HAHA, wth :P

& today, 3C is officially closed for 'maintenance'. Aha, actually it was about the gotong-royong thing. No one wants to go. & also because it's AA's bday, so yeah :)

Hmm, off to something else. DVD perhaps :)

Till here.

XXX.

argh.

2009-10-15T16:00:00.002+08:00

Today. One of the worst day of my life. Hols till Tuesday. Don't wanna go to school on Wednesday. It all depends on "it" --" GAHH. So not in a good mood now. Don't feel like going anywhere. Someone come save me! ><.

Daryl & Hwang Chiat. no partying at my place tomorrow. He didn't come down. Not counted :)
Shuen, did something happened? Are you alright?

Continue to rot. Till here.

the rain.

2009-09-18T11:19:00.004+08:00

Bored. Hols now. Which is good, for some reason :)

Yesterday school was okay, guys made a HariRaya "Card" for Jonathan's back twin. Pity him lar. Almost everyone in the whole class signed in it. Was supposed to get more signatures from his friends but they ignored the guys. Haha.

"Btw 'Jonathan's back twin's name' keterlaluan. He take my duit raya & tear up the poster. We went to his class after school. It was in the dustbin in a few thousand pieces. Terrible." said Daryl.

Old Town. Sat.

Candid, by Shuen, when we're fighting over my camera.

Shuen's damn high Bad hair day ;x

Some "high-classed" photo taken by Shuen, with my high-classed legs. --"

My toast, Crystal's idea, Shuen's work.

YiXin! Was shocked. & blocked ErVyn.

Crystal.

Yee Shuen (:

Didn't really have the chance to camwhore with YiXin. She was busy pak-toh-ing.

Had been writting down everything in a few pieces of test-pad last few days. Can't blog. I'm posting some of it up here, in case I'd lost the papers someday, as one of the pieces of my memories :)

Tuesday, 15Sept09. It's been a long day. Before recess was the worst. I cried. Not really sure why.

"Lisa, don't cry."

"I'm not crying."

*looks at me

"Do I look like I'm crying?"

"Yeah.. Your nose is red & your eyes are like watery."

"I'm not crying. Why would I cry anyway?"

I think Jen & Zxai saw. But immediately I started laughing cuz if I'm not wrong, Daryl said that Jen looks like a squirrel? I have no idea why, but I just stared laughing. Then everyone else laughed too o.o Maybe I'm mad. My whole family's mad. It's in the gene. I inherited it. Everyone in the family does. (Btw, ignore me. Those are craps.)

"There is no fate that can't be changed. There's only people who are unwilling to change it." Heard this from somewhere. I like this quote, really.

& Thankyou, Shuen, so much for making realise how hopeless I was? Haha. I like the "talk" we had that very night, you, trying to advice me & make me feel better. & Usually, I'm the one who's supposed to do that, not you. HAHA. (L)(L)(L) Now that I realised I'm that hopeless, I need to create a new path & move along with it. I will decide how the story ends :)

& thankyou Zxai & Crystal for understanding me. (L)(L)(L) Had a talk with Crystal a few weeks ago, both Aquarians, was damn easy to talk to her. & also talked to Zxai whenever. & the result? I realised that girls may look strong & firm on the outside, but deep down inside, it's a different story. That layer protecting our feelings have been fragile. In a way. Some may be strong from the inside, but there are still times where you just feel like running away. No one's perfect anyway. That's why we girls have been trying to accept all the insults you guys said, tried to find the good within all those & as a force to keep us strong. No offence, but some guys are just hopeless. Haha. Hopeless cuz you guys can make us laugh like shit. Childish. But still, can be good friends. Cheers* :D

Okay, now I feel like I shall go bang the wall.

Lazy to type anymore.

Alright, off to lunch.

Till here.

XXX.

P.S. Happy Belated 14th Birthday, MinHui! (L)

PP.S. Here's my update :)

PPP.S. ILOVEYOU, EVERYONE! :D

watch the rainbow painting the sky.

2009-09-12T14:23:00.015+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday, WeiHwang :)

Went to his birthday party yesterday. Was kinda crowded & hot. Were sweating like hell while eating, hah. Bought a David Cook album for him, last minute thing, rushed & swear all the way after tuition to taipan till Aaron arrived. Didn't even have time to wrap it, sorry ;x! & I really hope you like the album :)

Birthday boy :)

Sang him birthday song & "Negaraku" o.o for no reason.

Do, Ding.
Eugene, whose shoulders kinda look like Vege's in a way; Aaron, Ian.

Aaron, you laugh like a retard. hah.

Ding, class's monitor/"Korean" guy/a person who smiles or laugh when he's angry.

& Hwang Chiat .

YiXin, Daryl, Eugene. [back] Jonathan, Ding.

Tay YingQi. Class's sami/bald guy/dai B.

Yik Fun. Class's cute guy. I think he's burping o.o

ZXAI! LOOK HERE. Looks like Shorty right? :D

Jonathan. Class's Kwashiokor/Fatcakes/Hao Tian's back twin.

Jonathan, Daryl.

Daryl, Ian, Jonathan & Eugene.

I wonder where's Winson & the other guys o.o Pics of the girls are with the guys.

To USJ21's OldTown with YiXin, Shuen & Crystal to study. Will blog bout it tomorrow or some other day.

Till here.

XXX.

uh-oh.

2009-09-10T16:49:00.003+08:00

Greetings! o.o

PMR post-trials are finally over :) & so is UPSR. Sis gets to do anything she wants now. Damn. & I still have to wait for another month. Stupid PMR. Stupid stupid PMR. Haven't been sleeping earlier than 1230 for two whole weeks, I'm like all over the place now. School tomorrow, I'm hoping teacher's not giving out Chinese paper. But I wanna know my results zzz.

Was supposed to go find the guys at USJ4 basketball court with Zxai later, & go "stalk" Shorty at the same time. But I can't make it. Sorry, Zxai! Don't cry at home, we'll go find him some other day, I promise :)

Going to Do's birthday party tomorrow night. It's really nice of her since she said "No more outings, birthday party until after PMR!" Everything's bout PMR. PMR oh PMR. Why do you have to exist? Anyway, around 70 of his relatives are going, plus peeps from our class & his lil bro's friends (born on the same day, same month, but diff year). That would be 100+? o.o! I wonder how are we gonna fit into his place. Still looking forward to it though. & Aaron, pleasepleaseplease say that your dad can fetch. Or else I have to walk there o.o

Gee, hungry now. Gotta go find food & continue reading The Riddles of Epsilon o.o I have no idea why I'm reading that but it's a great book. Kinda creepy too. Or maybe I shall continue watching Shakugan No Shana II. Gahh.

Btw, Shih Jin, look. Here's my update ;) hah.

-I just find this lil toy of Ella's really cute. It's smaller than my hand & it's damn nice to squeeze. I don't know why, but I just love squeezing it.

-

Till here.
XXX.

P.S. Shuen, mana kamu? Faster go online & send me whatever you wanted to send.

away.

2009-08-22T16:26:00.002+08:00

Gonna abandon my blog for awhile, unless I feel like updating it.
So, a summary of what happened last few days. Well, I think I'm addicted to Facebook?
Went "stalking" Shory with Zxai yesterday morning, for her happiness, must teman her :D hehe. BUT! I THINK I saw the "UNCLE" from before, the one who looked like who wants to kidnap me. I am sooo not going to cycle, in the moning anymore. Next time, must jog :) without a bike, I can move freely. haha wth.
Exam's right after the hols & I've not been studying these few days. I'm dead.
Alright, till here.

end./

2009-08-19T12:13:00.003+08:00

O.O! How should I start this. Let's see, school starts as usual, hear bout a talk bout Brands' Essence Of Chicken, went to Counseling Room, sudd Yii Huey came & asked Mann whether wanna go home, asked what happened, answered a teacher died o.o We were like HAR!? Then planned to go for Chinese class & went out. Everyone were like walking here & there, with masks on. Then people started crwoding at the public phone to call their parents to take them home. So now I'm home.

Yes, our maths teacher passed away, of H1N1. I can honestly say that we don't really like her, we can hardly understand her when she teaches, we hate it when she "EH" us cuz we hardly ever listen to her when she teaches, we hate it when she says "I'm going to bring you to BBI ah" & we only did the work tht she gave when we feel like doing, basically we never listen to her. But now that she's gone, I feel sad. I nearly cried while talking to the guys, & to Shuen while we're on the way to Zxai's house. My voice was shaking. & now we don't have the chance to be her good student anymore ): Even though we never really liked her, she's still a good maths teacher. R.I.P, Miss Chai Mee Feng. I'm gonna miss her, really. Her "two" & "three" & "position" ._.!

{{edited}}

Okay, I cried, while I was bathing. Yes, laugh all you want, YiXin & her mommy laughed when they found out bout me crying, so I don't mind. She won't get to see us sit for our PMR, get our results & most of all, an A for Maths. So yeah, I'm so getting an A for it, must not get B. Right, YiXin? That's the only thing that we can do, for now.

Know what? I didn't realise I sucked so much until just now. People are panicking & rushing back home while I was worrying bout someone else & not myself? & that very person really don't deserve my worries. Sheesh. You're right, Daryl. I suck :D
Can't wait for the hols. Currently waiting for the scene between Zxai & Shorty. I wonder what will happen :) Zxai, you haven't do the tap-on-the-shoulder-poke-the face-thing to TL yet! I wanna seeee :D

So, I'm skipping school tomorrow :D! Woots. I can finally wake up late:) & study in a quiet environment. Well not completely, since Lick Hung's closed & both sis are gonna be at home. Anyway, let's hope for a better day tomorrow :)

Till here.

P.S. God bless those who are going to school tommorrow :) (Referring to some bald guy & a guy who can't recognise a dude's voice) :D

so here I am, Looking pretty for you.

2009-08-15T22:20:00.007+08:00

*screams.

15/8. Went to school in the morning for the majlis perpisahan of our pengetua & I reallyreally shouldn't have went. It was BORING. Lucky I bought model papers or you'll find me lying on the floor, dead. After recess was much better.

Then, to crash course. & thanks to YiXin's beloved mommy, she took us round the usjXX basketball court :) but too bad, no one was there D: so instead, I went to Shuen's house, first is to get a glimpse of how does Mr. R looks like. Second, hoping they'll be at the basketball court in front of her house but, still .. ): Sigh. Then walked around the neighbourhood & she got owned by me. I was so close of being the target of her shoes o.o!

{{edited}}

Saw this pic in our 3Cyberlink blog & the blogger was referring this as Zxai. & it's her nickname :) speaking of Zxai, which is why I'm putting up this picture, it's her lucky day today. When I say lucky, I mean really lucky. It's a long story & it's private stuff. Well I understand how she feels because I went through it a few times before & after that whole thingy, you actually feel kinda stupid, and dumb. Have been talking to her lots these two days, & one thing that we're very sure & 100% agreed on is, girls like us are dumb to sacrifice like this :) Gee, what to do. Stayed back in school yesterday & today to study, smgt :) (I think I heard someone saying "yeah, right.")

Hols is in a few days time, & mommy won't let me go shopping cuz of H1N1 o.o! Curse that virus thingy! On the other hand, I'm kinda looking forward to it too. We are sooo gonna cycle around the neighbourhood for some reasons, & it better be fun:) I'm getting all excited already :) Can't wait :)

Alrighy, gonna go study Sejarah. Curse Sejarah. History rocks but not Sejarah :)

Till here then.

dancing alone, dreaming solo.

2009-08-11T16:36:00.002+08:00

Days after trials are boring ? Ah, no comment :)

Can't wait till Thursday , peeps are coming over for Tuna Speghetti , yum :) People who're not coming , too bad lah x) heh.

Have been listening to Flight Of Valor by James Swearingen . It reminds me of those days in Lick Hung , we were practising so hard , hoping we'd get th 1st place in a School Band Competition in IOI Mall , but we got 2nd in the end :) those days ... sigh*

Anyways , off to a nap . Tuition later , iish .

XO.

Invisible

2009-08-09T18:07:00.004+08:00

Who will be the one who'll save me from myself ?

HE-LLOOO! :D:D

I'm back I'm back I'm backkkkk :D ! *blows flying kisses (L)(L) woots .

Trials is over & yes , I'm not gonna study for one week , at least , i guess ;s

Gee , I don't know where to start . It's been two real long yet fun week , & as I've mentioned before , ALOT has happened . There've been Melvin's surprise birthday party , pre-trials , dumb people in class writing dumb poems (but they were good) , retarted poeple doing retarded stuff (as usual) , trials & I can't remember anything more o.o *sigh , this shows that I should update my blog more often to keep these memories .

Okay , to be honest , I'm having probs trying to decide on what to blog about. Anyway , sis claimed that she saw vege o.o! Don't know whether to believe her or not , but she said it looked like him & then everyone started talking bout it during dinner o.o! Ah, whatever . And , Shuen's damn excited cuz she saw Ryan from dont-know-where-in-astro & stalked him while she was cycling o.o! Say I'm a stalker , but you're the real stalker :D ! haha! & I don't stalk :)

Back to school tomorrow . I'm so looking forward since it's been like one whole week since we crap around together . But not fully excited cuz I'm kinda worried of my results o.o It's gonna be bad , i think .__.

Ahh , off to something else .

xxx.

P.S. Happy 15th Birthday , Joel Wong :D !

who's gonna catch me when I fall?

2009-07-20T16:14:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD ! :D

Pre-trials are finally over(: but, I'm gonna study everyday as well . & I'm really lazy to update my blog . Plus I don't think I'm gonna be as free as I was . So yeah , I'm gonna abandon my blog once again , & I don't know when I'll be back .& I promise , I'll have a serious update when I'm back :)

So , started crash-coursing yesterday with YiXin, Shuen & Crystal . Was surprised when Yi Xin told us Ashman was there o.o hah , what a small world .
& of course , results of pre-trials sucked . Yeah wtv .

Off to sleep :)

xx.

P.S. Someone's turning 16 soon :P

There's nothing else I can say

2009-07-11T15:34:00.003+08:00

Hello(:

I've abandoned my blog for almost two weeks & a lot , when I say a lot , i mean it . A LOT have happened these days , & it was a really fun week I've gone through . So , I'm gonna have a serious update after the pre-trials. Study now ):

muchlovesss :D

dawn ;

2009-06-29T20:05:00.005+08:00

29/6/09.

TayYQ: "You dunno what's FBI ? FBI=Female Body Investigation."

*Everyone in the group laughed.

Zxai: "WTH. You YFBI. Young Female Body Investigation!"

*Laughs harder.

Sadly , I can't remember what conversation we were having that time . Those lines *points up, were the only ones that I remember . Ha , they're just so hilarious that our stomach & jaw ached like hell from laughing . Gee , how I love my classmates . "Don't they irritate you sometimes ? Some of them at least ?" You ask . Well of course they do ! Especially the guys , haha . Nobody's perfect anyway :)

Shuen oh Shuen , kebangsaan oh kebangsaan .

& TayYQ , will you please stop asking us bout period/PMS ? We've tried our best to answer you , wanna know more then go become a girl yourself :D then you'll experience it for yourself , ain't it just great ? Gives the whatever look* You stupid "2boys & 2girls make one population" ~~monk~~ guy -___-

English latih tubi , wrote a very unlogic & weird essay , & the lamest ending ever. Gahh who cares . Science was easy cuz I actually studied for it o.o Yes , have to start studying now , mustmustMUST ! History later ;)

Off to study :) I'm gonna be a geek from now on -_-

P.S. - This Saturday! I wanna goooooo ):

PP.S. - Thursday , can't wait . You better watch out . :)

xxx.

Off.

2009-06-26T22:27:00.006+08:00

Hello :)

Was supposed to update on Thursday , but was lazy . Friday , was busy . & Yesterday night , I chose to watch Death Note 2 than to sit here & type :) So now I'm back o.o ?

Gosh I looked like shit -____-

Thursday. Points up points up* Spot the diff ? Oh yes , I've taken off my braces ;) But I'm still having retainers at the back of my teeth wtf -_- yeah whatever . I didn't know the dentist was supposed to take it off this day , I only thought he was going to put on the retainers . Until I found out what's happening , my whole body went stiff & was wide awake as I was feeling sleepy before that . & I'm starting to miss my braces already ): I want it back wtf . I'm starting to envy Zxai already ): hahaha .

Friday. Shuen told me that MJ had passed away the first thing we went out of the car . I was like "HAR?!" . Not because of his death , it's because I thought she said her family member had passed away wtf O.O of course I was shocked lah -__- Then she corrected me & I was like "cheh" Hah . Wasn't surprised that MJ had passed away though . Sigh , R.I.P MJ .

Shuen & Yi Xin was excited to find out what's the surprise that I've told them on Thursday . Showed them my teeth & YiXin was so shocked . She went ;o & stared at me blankly . As for Shuen , I don't know how to describe , hah . She even told me to smile widely when I passed by Vege -__- He woudn't notice lah . Even Ong didn't notice , his reaction "You got wear braces wan meh?" -__- what kind of friend are you lah , Ong . Farid , you too . Haha x)

Saturday. Hari Terbuka . It sucked , why ? Because of all the semangat people from our class who all went early & made us wait for like 1 hour . Bacause of the swelling heat that made me sweat like hell . Because Ma asked teacher whether I talk alot in class . Because I saw Shuen's cute malay guy instead of Vege . Because of the black bitch who hit my back like I was a pillow to her wtf , use your energy to style your hair laa , it looks like a broom lah please -__- She hit Lynnie's & ZhenYi's back too . I wonder why didn't she hit Zxai's .

It sucked even more when Ong & Ji Sheng was late for badminton . Yes , it's both of them again . Zxai was so mad at them . I was too , but I was eating , as long as there's food , everything goes behind them . Right Shuen ? :D

Today . Was supposed to go watch Transformers : Revenge of The Fallen , but changed my mind . I rather stay home & finish all my undone work & study ! I have to start studying now . Damn .

xxx.

P.S. Happy belated 12th Birthday , Evon :)

PP.S. Oh yes , I'm dying .

PPP.S. I wonder why am I thinking of you -_-

the wind blows

2009-06-24T20:34:00.004+08:00

Hello world (: !

Well , as an idol to all my fans out there , I'm dedicating this post to you people ! Blows flying kisses* hah . Well it's actually part of the post & it's only for my NO.1 fans ;P So I apologize if you aren't one of them , too bad lah :)

# Teong Yi Xin - admires me for my everything . Iloveyouuuuu ! :D
# Daryl Lim Juan Wen - admires me for my looooooongness , my special abilty to make things longer & the ability to get the stapler bullet out of a stack of paper with my bare hands O.O oh! & my smartness :D hha , your name sucks la x)
# Aaron Ng Kheng Eu - admires me for my ability to get the stapler bullet out with my bare hands & he's my new sis ! :D
# Lim Kean Wayne - admires me for ... ? Uhm , he just claims that he's NO.1 o.o
# Cheang Yee Shuen - same case as Wayne* hah.

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Oh yeah , watch this watch this (: Daryl introduced it to me .

So how isit ? Nice right :) haha .

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Anyways , was on the phone with Zheng Ta for around 45mins after school . Gotta sort out some issues . & We (YiXin & I) can hardly stop laughing when he tried to figure out who's uhm , Vege o.o He gave us all kinds of weird & sucky names that I swear you will never , NEVER wanna hear it . And , if it wasn't ErVyn's fault by accidentally asking him , he wouldn't know bout this . Haha wtv .
& Zheng Ta , pleasepleaseplease DON'T tell anyone except for me & YiXin ! :)

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Alrighty , off to Geo & History notes . Gosh , I don't think I can finish everything by tonight ><!

xxx.

bubbles(:

2009-06-23T15:32:00.004+08:00

Inserts picture of bubbles.

People like Shuen had started studying . Should I start as well ? thinks* Nahh , not now ;P I'm way too lazy to study . I'm willing to fo the homework the teachers gave , but also , I'm lazy . I've got to be in the mood to do it , otherwise I'll be cursing & swearing all the way through it . thinks again* well .. I think I really should start studying or I'm not gonna get straight A's in PMR . I want straight A's badly . PMR oh PMR .

Help the guys with NIE in school & it sucked . I think it's the worst thing I've ever decorated . I'm not gonna help them next time , it's just a waste of time . Rather use the time for studying . They hardly did anything . No future lah you people . Go rot can edi -_-

I find it really hard to accomplish . I've already made a promise to myself & it's damn hard to do it . Guess I'll just have to accept the fact that I may not not blush & let time do their job ? Tralala , don't care .

Alrighty , off to take a nap . Tuition later -__-

xxx.

P.S. Happy Sweet 16 , Ling Yi ;D !

PP.S. Chia Yung , go to school earlier & you'll get to see what/who you want to see . hah .

hiatus

2009-06-22T18:30:00.007+08:00

Inserts picture.

"Stupid Lisa." quotes Homer Simpson.

As I was talking to Zxai in MSN ,

I heard this .

It just sounds so weird , hah .

My house is in a very chaotic situation right now . Everyone's so pissed & screamed to each other . They started painting the walls & everything's just so , messy . Dad was angry cuz of the colors & Ma was pissed cuz Gandma was mumbling & complaining bout something , Dad was shouting etc , & me and sis were screaming at each other wtf -_- Ah , wtv . Now , my room . When I first looked at it , @*#$!^&`*# ! It was hideous . But after they applied the top coat it was better , BUT I'm still not satisfied . So was my dad , bout the walls in the dining & living room wtf -__- I was so jealous that my sis' one was so much better , & it looked really nice -_-

School . Wasn't that good before recess . Don't know why , these days , I don't feel like going to school anymore , especially that two particular weeks before the hols :) But I still am looking forward to every new day . I've got people to stalk la , LOL wth x)

Daryl , I am so NOT a pedophile . Maybe you ARE one o.o I am a normal person , just a lil hotter than one . HAHAHA ;P & guess what ? I've made a promise to myself : Do NOT blush when I see Vege .

Went to the dentist just now . I'm getting my braces off soon ;) But now I've got this weird thingy which I can't see it at all at the back of my teeth -__- It's so uncomfortable . Dentist says it's to prevent my teeth from moving when I take the braces off wth . curses* I don't want anything metallic in my mouth anymore laaa ):

Anyway , off to TV :)

xxx.

HFD ;) / 100 truths .

2009-06-21T14:28:00.003+08:00

To all the dads ,

Happy Father's Day !

Was supposed to go karaoke with grandma ( o.o ) & uncle's family today . Since garndma's coming back late , we cancelled the plan . Plus , I'm not in the mood to sing right now .

Daddy's gonna paint my room tomorrow . I wonder how it'll look like , hope it's nice :)

Tagged By Charrisa :)

001. Real Name: Pang Lisa

002. Nickname(s): alot, & I'm not telling.

003. Age: fiffteen(:

004. Horoscope: Aquarius

005. Gender: Isn't this obvious ?

006. Elementary: CEC

007. Primary school: SJK (c) Lick Hung

008. Secondary school: SMK USJ 12

009. College: Not there yet.

010. Hair colour: Kinda brown .

011. Hair length: Long .

012. Loud or Quiet: Depends .

013. Sweats or Jeans: Both :)

014: Phone or camera: Both :)

015. Health Freak: Kinda x) you'll look better when you're healthy :D

016. Drink or Smoke: Drink .

017. Do you have a crush on someone: Uhh , wonders*

018. Eat or Drink: BOTH ! :D (L)

019. Piercings: Ears .

020. Tattoos: Wanna get one ;)

021. Social or Anti-social: Depends .

022. Righty or lefty: Righty .

023. First piercing: Std4 i think .

024. First relationship: Nahh , still waiting .

025. First Best Friend: Can't rmb, only remember my Std3 bestfriend , this girl :) Charissa :):)

026. First Award: ehh ... i got too many laa , forget dy :)

027. First Kiss: When I was a baby ?

028. First Pet: Fishes ! O.O

029. First Big Vacation: Switzerland when I was 2 .

030. First Love at first sight: uhh , tring to recall*

031. First Big Birthday: surprise party :)

032.First Surgery: none.

033. First sport you joined: Swimming.

034. Orange or Apple juice: Uhm , what bout watermelon & carrot ? :)

035. Rock or Rap: Depends .

036. Country or Screamo: Definately Country ;)

037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Uhm ?

038. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera: both ?

039. Night or Day: Both .

040. Sun or Moon: Both (:

041. TV or Internet: Definately TV , my BFF :D

042. Playstation or XboX: PS .

043. Kiss or hug: Both .

044. Iguana or turtle: Uh , Iguana ? I prefer snakes :D

045. Spider or bee: wtf -_- neither one .

046. Fall or spring: Both :D

047. Limewire or iTunes: Limewire

048. Soccer or baseball: I don't play .

049. Eating: nothing .

050. Drinking: Water .

051. Excitement level: Low .

052. I'm about to: ?

053. Listening to: Fly To Your Heart - Selena Gomez .

054. Plan for today: Finish off my homework .

055. Waiting for: The time to pass .

056. Energy Level: Low -__-

057. Thinking of someone: eh ... dunno x) ?

058. Want kids: Maybe ?

059. Want to get married: Yes ;D

060. When: How am I supposed to know o.o

061. How many kids: Uhm , next time only decide la .

062. Any name on the mind: Ehh , don't know ?

*063 & 064 is missing*

065. Mellow future or wild: Both :D

066. Something you would never try: Smoking & drugs .

067. Which is the better in the girl you like(in the future): What ?

068. Lips or Eyes: Both ;D

069. Romantic or Funny: Both ;D

070. Shorter or Taller: Taller la , DUHH .

071. Older or Younger: Older .

072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both ;D

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Nice stomach ;D

074. Sensitive or Loud: Depends ?

075. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship , i think o.o

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: Both , heh .

077. Muscular or normal: Normal .

078. Kissed a stranger: NO -__-

079. Broken a bone: No .

080. Lost glasses or contacts: I think no .

081. Ran away from home: Wanted to once , & planned to stay over at Shuen's place . Hah .

082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No .

083. Killed somebody: NO -__-

084. Broken someone's heart: Uhm , I think so .

085. Had your heart broken: Yeah -_-

086. Been arrested: No .

087. Cried when someone died: Yes .

088. Fallen for a friend: Uh , yes .

089. Do you believe in yourself: I think so , yeah (:

090. Miracles: Yup .

091. Santa claus: No -_-

092. Heaven: Uh , dunno ?

093. When do you want to die: -_-

094. Tooth Fairy: Hell no .

095. Kiss on the first date: Uh, ?

096. Angels: Nope .

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Eh .. no ?

098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now: I guess so .

099. Do you believe in God: Nope .

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:
- 10 people who wants to do this .

Off to homework .

xxx.

boy oh boy .

2009-06-19T18:37:00.009+08:00

ONG & JI SHENG , YOU STILL OWE US MONEY ! -__- tell la if you guys don't wanna pay for it . Don't just go procrastinating & pretend nothing ever happened . You guys didn't even pay for the shuttercock . Smmr need us girl to blj guys . Are both of you even guys ? Shame on you -__-

I know we may sound like greedy people but , we don't get money easily . So if you wanna be part of it please pay laa . Unless we feel like blj-ing you guys -_-

Koku just now . Badminton in school with Zxai , some girl , Shuen , Wayne & David .

Ace School's Carnival , was supposed to go but nahh .

Pics taken on 24/5 , Sunway .

Too tall for her ;)

O.O

Off to tv ;D

Sometimes,
I feel like you're the reason I go to school
other than my friends.

sigh.

xxx.

thunderstorms.

2009-06-18T20:10:00.009+08:00

Why oh why , why do you have to be so cute ?

It's just so hard to ignore you .

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Thursdays are supposed to be one of the best day in the week , especiall after school :D but today wasn't a good Thursday for me . I was all fine till the moment Hwang Chiat place the corpse of a spider on my History textbook @*#%*&!+@# . I have Arachnophobia -__- & Tay Ying Qi really got on my nerves . Then , Geo teacher gave us this quiz wtf . I'm not in the mood to answer la . Bare with it , people have feelings too okay . After recess was much better . BUT , my mag got confiscated , thanks to Hwang Chiat -_- he shouldn't have brought it . Surprisingly I feel nothing , nothing at all . I'm not even angry . Maybe I learnt to be strong & how to control my feelings :D It's last year's issue , so I don't really care .

Shuen's all exited bout this coughs* malay guy , according to her , he's cute o.o well to me he's not . ha! ;P Shuen , think of bak gut teh :) it's a must-eat . We have lots in common , we love looking out for cute guys , love to eat & most of all , we are crazy .

[Tuesday night , on the phone , line prob ]
SHUEN : hello ? hello ? hello ?
ME : helloooooo ? Can you hear me ? *waits.
SHUEN : hello ? hello x4 ... SHIT LA ! *line went dead.
ME : *O.O & Laughed out loud .

She's just so , idk . I just love her :) hha .

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House phone bill went up to RM170+ . Was forced to pay around RM80 for the ones who I called -_- Teong Yi Xin ! .__. I wonder what were we talking about . I think it's Z & Vege o.o LOL .

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Should go finish my homework now .

xxx.

If I suck , you suck too ;P

2009-06-17T21:02:00.007+08:00

Hello world :D ! I wonder why I'm in the mood to blog today .

Aha , anyway , I'm a sucker for adorable/hot guys , e.g. Taylor Lautner & Aaron Johnson (L) ha! Guess what ? I just spotted someone ( refer him as K please :) ) who looks like Taylor , the eyes though . It's just weird cuz I've been staring at him for quite awhile , trying to figure out what's so ~~special~~weird bout his face , till I realized it ( that's why I was staring-_- ) hha , so I got all exited & told Shuen & Yi Xin , they agree with me wth , crazy people :)
Oh and in case you haven't watch the New Moon Trailer , go watch . Check out his hot bod ;o wtf x) especially you Zxai Ching ;D hahaha .

Taylor ;o (L)

Aaron Johnson (L)
His eyes & smile . *swoons.

Get what I mean now ? x) Both are fucking hot . haha .

It's all your fault man -_-
I can hardly concentrate on my exams when I first saw you.
I thought if I'm not seeing you for two weeks,
I'll get my peace back.
Well I guess I was wrong.
I'm a sucker , wtf .
Shall I forget bout you, not ?

Yi Xin's gonna be soo happy to hear this .
Good for you , your wish is coming true :)
P/S - To anyone who knows who am I talking bout,
pleaseplease refer him as Vege :)
That's if you wanna say anything in my tagboard,
or else , just shut up :P
Thank you.

Okay , back to Taylor & Aaron , *screams wtf .

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After being one whole year or classmates , I never ever realize that you guys suck this much , not until this month ;P Yeah , you people suck for making me laugh like a mad woman ;D You guys are just so good in crapping .

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Ma allows me to go cycling if , IF there's at least one guy with us -__- after that stupid incident , thanks to that @*#!%?+&*#dude who looked like he's trying to kidnap me , Ma banned me from cycling -___-
& the lessons that I've learnt :
1. Never EVER go home alone .
2. Always bring the keys along instead of waiting for the maid or whoever to let you in .

Went jogging with Zxai in the field just now . Saw Pn. P o.o & how lucky we were , we saw 10dollars on the track . So yeah , we picked it up , & tried to decide what to do with it .

My idea : Pass it to Pn. P , & tomorrow during assembly she'll say something like this :

"Kedua-dua pelajar yang jujur ini , Ng Zxai Ching & Pang Lisa telah menjumpai RM10 di padang semasa mereka sedang berjogging . Oleh itu , saya membuat keputusan untuk menambah 10markah dalam kertas xxx kedua-dua pelajar ini . 5 for BM & 5 for English." ;P

LOL , wtf I know this is never gonna happen -_-
& guess what ? I got a freaking B for English & BM wtf ? BM (73.5/74%) is acceptable since I sucked at it , but English ! I got 74.444444444% -_- wtf . But most of them got a B , it's just weird . Gahh ,whatever . Highest so far is Geo , 96% :)

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Off to homework . Piles of notes are waiting for me now .

xxx.

-_-

2009-06-15T16:29:00.005+08:00

Inserts picture.

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:(
SHIT.

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Going back to school is just good/bad. I need more hols , I didn't have enough time to relax -_- So everything was just fine in school , just that my weakness had came back to me >